THE WAR HERO
In his mind, a piano was playing. It was an ageless tune, not really anything special, just something he could play himself. Keeping his eyes closed, he focused on the melody and imagined his fingers dancing across the keyboard. He sat cross-legged, naked to the waist, simple overalls of a prisoner covering his lower body. He radiated heat even though the stone-walled cell around him was cold, dank and dark. The melody continued smoothly to the beat of his heart, which was slowing. Slowing. His concentration was firm and he closed out the coldness that was numbing him. In his mind, he closed out his shame, anger, hatred, and disappointment, and rose above them.
He was getting good in meditating. It was all he could do, in addition to sleeping, keeping his body in shape, and reading the August Path. For the past year, he had been locked into his cell deep in the bowels of Fortress Kallio, massive and awe-inspiring rock of the Exalted military caste of Tavastia called home. For a year he had been waiting to hear of his fate, but his superiors had cast him out of sight and kept him there, being unable to make the final decision between his life and death. Already burdened by his shame for letting his men and brothers down, but also by the bitterness towards his previous superior, he could not fathom the delay. The wait was becoming unbearable, clawing at his sanity like a starved wolf. That is why he had taken to mediation. It was helping.
Inhale.
The melody washed over the unworthy feelings like surf over sand. He was beyond these immature thoughts. He was Exalted, a Lord-Colonel, commander of the bravest soldiers in Tavastia, and entire Europe. He was an artist of war, a honed weapon with reason for existence unclouded by doubt.
Exhale.
Yet there had been doubt, and there still was. His eyes flashed open. His muscles tensed and again he felt the cold of his cell on his skin. The setting sun weakly shone through a small window behind him, casting a shadow across the floor, but offering no warmth. His concentration gone, the music ended, but was replaced by footsteps echoing beyond the cell door. He lifted his gaze just as the metal door creaked open. Another Exalted, a young lieutenant, one he hadn't seen before, stepped in and saluted, crossing his right arm across his chest, fist to the heart, and bowed slightly. The Lord-Colonel, still out-ranking him - prisoner or not - remained motionless and firmly stared at his visitor. The young man took a long breath, considering his words carefully. The Lord-Colonel frowned slightly.
"Brother", the lieutenant began, not using the Lord-Colonel's title but still respectfully addressing him as Exalted, "the tribunal has made its decision. It is time."
For the first time in a year, the Lord-Colonel smiled.
In his mind, a piano was playing. It was an ageless tune, not really anything special, just something he could play himself. Keeping his eyes closed, he focused on the melody and imagined his fingers dancing across the keyboard. He sat cross-legged, naked to the waist, simple overalls of a prisoner covering his lower body. He radiated heat even though the stone-walled cell around him was cold, dank and dark. The melody continued smoothly to the beat of his heart, which was slowing. Slowing. His concentration was firm and he closed out the coldness that was numbing him. In his mind, he closed out his shame, anger, hatred, and disappointment, and rose above them.
He was getting good in meditating. It was all he could do, in addition to sleeping, keeping his body in shape, and reading the August Path. For the past year, he had been locked into his cell deep in the bowels of Fortress Kallio, massive and awe-inspiring rock of the Exalted military caste of Tavastia called home. For a year he had been waiting to hear of his fate, but his superiors had cast him out of sight and kept him there, being unable to make the final decision between his life and death. Already burdened by his shame for letting his men and brothers down, but also by the bitterness towards his previous superior, he could not fathom the delay. The wait was becoming unbearable, clawing at his sanity like a starved wolf. That is why he had taken to mediation. It was helping.
Inhale.
The melody washed over the unworthy feelings like surf over sand. He was beyond these immature thoughts. He was Exalted, a Lord-Colonel, commander of the bravest soldiers in Tavastia, and entire Europe. He was an artist of war, a honed weapon with reason for existence unclouded by doubt.
Exhale.
Yet there had been doubt, and there still was. His eyes flashed open. His muscles tensed and again he felt the cold of his cell on his skin. The setting sun weakly shone through a small window behind him, casting a shadow across the floor, but offering no warmth. His concentration gone, the music ended, but was replaced by footsteps echoing beyond the cell door. He lifted his gaze just as the metal door creaked open. Another Exalted, a young lieutenant, one he hadn't seen before, stepped in and saluted, crossing his right arm across his chest, fist to the heart, and bowed slightly. The Lord-Colonel, still out-ranking him - prisoner or not - remained motionless and firmly stared at his visitor. The young man took a long breath, considering his words carefully. The Lord-Colonel frowned slightly.
"Brother", the lieutenant began, not using the Lord-Colonel's title but still respectfully addressing him as Exalted, "the tribunal has made its decision. It is time."
For the first time in a year, the Lord-Colonel smiled.